My Part Definition for life😉

 All this while for about 25 years I was still in search of that damn thing what makes me feel happy what is that I really wanted to do...What career to choose? Whether you are happy with what you are doing? Is this what you really want? a no.of questions that runs through my mind everyday every minute....and it still continues till my last breathe because humans never gets satisfied with what they have or what they really want and I'm also one of them who keeps searching answers for all my questions daily....Still did not figured out but may be partially until the day when I saw my mom smiling and that's usual because we all see our parents smiling everytime but don't know why but that day it felt something unusual within me and I just thought how beautiful it is to see them laughing everytime...Something really shook me off just seeing them enjoying that very moment and then I understood that there's nothing great in this world than seeing them smiling, making every moment special for them and I felt that was what i really wanted in life may be a kind of a booster and answer for many of my questions.... Might be there are some changes in what i do really in future, no matter what the fuckin world thinks it's always your parents the priority and it's your meaning of birth no matter what you do how you do to make them smiling and enjoying every moment.. My mom always say we should never say thank you to parents but I promise that I won't let you down anytime...Thank you❤️

Unstoppable

 Well to begin with this was the title of one of my colleagues in my new organisation..I am sorry that I have taken your title and used it for my writing today..This one is not about me..This is for all who strives to make big one day..may be some have already made it and others on the verge of making it..Let me give an example of my self. My father did not have any money and his family condition was in such a state that they were not able to make their ends meet..He did not study but have always told me and my sister that if he could have he would become a government employee..Me and my sister used to laugh why he is talking all this rubbish because in our generation because of high competition getting a government job is not that easy..But whatever we do he always asks only one thing from us that he wants us both to be working for a government organisation..May be he could have chose his son to become a tailor as he is..and as advised by people but there was only one word that came from his mouth "The way I suffered I don't want my children to be suffering the same".I really did not understand why he spending so much amounts for his children's studies even though when he knows that he cannot afford their studies...I keep questioning my self the same everytime..but I don't have an answer to this..May be the trust that he has in children that one day they will achieve what he could not achieve in his life..Truely speaking it took him more than 10 years to learn tailoring..may be I could have completed my 10 years of education by the time he learnt his work..He did not have proper food, proper clothes, proper home to live.. but he never gave up..If I am standing infront of you today that's all because of him..but his dream is yet to be fulfilled...That was just an example because there are many people who are unstoppable in their own ways some may be in studies, some in sports and some in other.. I was always thinking why I am getting such bosses and Team leads everywhere i goo..be it whatever they think of you no matter what they say you always keep a belief that you are "UNSTOPPABLE"..because one can only stop if one decides and not when other's decide......

              Dedicated to all the Unstoppable's who are going to reach their destinations very soon including me😁....

A Movie lover

 Don't get me wrong by seeing the title...I am not a movie reviewer or someone who is looking for making a career in Movies....It's just that I wanted to share my views about how a 1 or 2.30 hours of movie play an important role in your life....The feeling is just nostalgic... From a person who used to watch a movie atleast once in a year to a person who's willing to spend his time watching a movie I have come a long way...This sounds crazy if i tell I used to watch atleast 2 movies in my 9 hours of office time in my previous organization during WFH😄😬.... All thanks to my buddy who suggested me to watch movies thereby creating more anxiety in me to watch those by explaining the summary of the movie😜..Then there is movie for any situation in your life according to your mood or situation....The genre, language, cast doesn't matter as long as you enjoy the whole time watching themm.. Some have really bought a lot of changes in me personally and I figured out that there are many people who also have experienced the same like the way I feel today...People would always tell to watch this...that etccc etc ...... I never thought someone's words would have such great influence in me that I had bought my self a Netflix account just to watch a movie which I've never done before....Such was that impact on mee which made me ask them to suggest movies😉.....One last thing I can tell whole heartedly is that a right movie at a right time changes everythinggg....

                      Thank you all the directors for bringing your thoughts into movies and inspiring us....

                                From one of your many movie lovers❤️

      

Frienship n Memories😃

 Well its been long time writing something and today this would be something…reliving those beautiful memories….

Dont you laugh if this is from someone who doesnt know what actually friendship is how that relation would actually be…. 25 years and if i look back it is always me alone in my whole world…… May be its because of my regulations at home that they never liked me to have friends or never allowed me so..

But there s always a time who you would require in your life to share your feelings thoughhh.. Then you actually find those who would readily accept your friendship and you become so close that you feel like sharing everything with themmm….

I always had a very negative opinion abt relationships in corporate be it because of people or the dirty politics that you find everywhere in that world….Untill i found someone whom i used to call sis (in corporate) may be because i respect her so much that i call her my sis so much that i have learned from her how the corporate life, people would be, do’s, dont’s and she was like a mentor to me and i ve enjoyed every moment of her company😍 may be shz the reason for everything im today with respect to corporate… 

And there you go how can i forget the three muskeeters gang that we are which even the dirty manager of ours is afraid to even raise a question.. hahahaha funny and today even when we have parted our ways to find success in our carrers we still are so close and share all the good and bad that we are going through or gone through.. and others just wanted to join us and be part…

Never imagined that i would quarrel within the organization and end up referring her fo be part of the same organization which im part offf🙆🙆 and feel comfortable within yourself thinking thers someone closer to you whom you can share everything tooo as you are never comfortable to share anything in your organization…..😤

Life is so unpredictable …. You end up being friends with someone whom u never liked but never want to get into any relationship with people close by😬😬….

The ????

The ??? has been following me since my childhood from the moment which school you had to study to what profession you want to choose with respect to your career growth…. and there might not be an end to this..

Never have i had the courage to say No to any of my parents decisions never had they asked me what is that u wish to do in your life…..

26 and still does not know what is best that you can achieve and count on it for years is still to be realized, makes me feel pity about what im today.

Do you really think achieving your oarent’s dream is your ultimate goal and which encourages you in the years passing by

i heard life throws u different challenges and tests and your patience and see how strong you can withstand those challenges would be your greatest achievement…. True, but not in everything.. U cannot test the person in every aspect of his life and test him and simply laugh at his failures…

Is it something really what u ve wished for ??? when this arises in mind u start fighting internally within yourself to find out what suits your best and what makes one happy as a person… When u start doing something not because you wanna do it but for sake of the responsibilities you have that even hurts the most…….

People really made it big …Everyone whom i ve been knowing since childhood have made it big and are achievers and here im still finding out the ultimate thing what i really wanna do in life.. 

 As one of my favourite person quotes”Find your own answers” well i have been doing that but ive always come last in finding it sooo….. Signing offf..

                           Pavan.

The very Moments for lifetime..

 I was returning back from my trip to Hyderabad and received a call from my colleagues saying people are being moved to DLF as there was no requirement of more people in the process….

I was afraid that I could not see her again 😭 if it was my turn the next time………I would be ridiculous if I say that I wanted to stay in the company and the very building so that I can atleast see her from a distance and 5 minutes felt like many hours….Never a moment I thought about whats next for me in my career and it was her for which I wanted to stay not the company but the building….

Leaving the company was always the first choice but I could nt do soo….. Prayed god to let me stay in the very building no matter what the project I was tagged tooooo…..

May be god was by my side and listened to my prayers and let me stay in the very building…

As the days passed I so show wanted to talk to her but the fear in me never allowed me to do soo...I was afraid how she would react talking to an unknown person after all..The one thing that I always remembered was she describing me by her words "I don't know you".....

But finally an attempt was made but that too went against mee…. Can't complain as people these days are so fast that they just go to her(someone they wished to talk) but I never had the guts to do so……

Feeling was that in my lifetime I wld never be able to talk to her and that feeling really hurts and I regret the fact that being in 21st century I could still not able to make an attempt to talk to her…..

After months I was finally able to text her and the biggest thing is that I started receiving replies from her. And that is it the wish finally came true and finally started talking to her and that was enough for the life and can live with those memories for the lifetime……..

Slowly there was some other woman who started liking me, she got to know me but I was not in a position to accept her as she (some one I love) was always der and would be for lifetime….

When slowly things got better and I started knowing her more better I realised she is the most wonderful person by heart and want to ask her if she would be my partner for life guide and support me as she does……..

When I look back at those inferences I realised that I am the most unluckiest person in this world to not have got her but she live the life with the right person who truly deserves for her love and is happy in every moment of her life…….

The relationships

 Let me start asking myself and to the reader reading this "Does true relationship really exists?" Or its kind of an act between people to be benefitted from each other….

I am writing this taking inferences from different things which I've come across… and not to criticize any one….

Is there a true relationship between a brother and sister or a brother to brother...I say No… all the that really exists is money...Sorry to say but this is true people only respect you if ure good enough in terms of wealth, respect you, talk to you etc…..

Is there a true relationship between a child and parents….Do you really think ???..Seeing all the recent changes in the society…

Is there love between two people who say or update their status as in relationship?? If yes, why do they actually breakup and marry the other person as if there's nothing between the two...What do you mean love ???

Is the relationship between two friends is really the same everytime..??  Or do you think it's just a matter of time….

Last and greatest of all there is never or shouldn't be a good relationship between an employer and employee...but I say there are certain advantages but also there are certain disadvantages when it comes to these relationships.

A sister never respects her brother if she doesn't except anything in return from him?? A brother always thinks to downgrade his brother in front of his children… 

Sorry, but the brother and sister scenario is the real truth that happend to my father in recent times...After all what my dad this to the entire family all these years and still had to listen to such words from his brother or sister...That moment made me realise that the world we live in is a film...People just act all the time but remember there's a time… and everybody has to come out of those characters and show their true colors to people… Never imagined if I were in that position what wld I've done….but hope so such things would never happen and people doo respect their relationships..