I was returning back from my trip to Hyderabad and received a call from my colleagues saying people are being moved to DLF as there was no requirement of more people in the process….
I was afraid that I could not see her again 😭 if it was my turn the next time………I would be ridiculous if I say that I wanted to stay in the company and the very building so that I can atleast see her from a distance and 5 minutes felt like many hours….Never a moment I thought about whats next for me in my career and it was her for which I wanted to stay not the company but the building….
Leaving the company was always the first choice but I could nt do soo….. Prayed god to let me stay in the very building no matter what the project I was tagged tooooo…..
May be god was by my side and listened to my prayers and let me stay in the very building…
As the days passed I so show wanted to talk to her but the fear in me never allowed me to do soo...I was afraid how she would react talking to an unknown person after all..The one thing that I always remembered was she describing me by her words "I don't know you".....
But finally an attempt was made but that too went against mee…. Can't complain as people these days are so fast that they just go to her(someone they wished to talk) but I never had the guts to do so……
Feeling was that in my lifetime I wld never be able to talk to her and that feeling really hurts and I regret the fact that being in 21st century I could still not able to make an attempt to talk to her…..
After months I was finally able to text her and the biggest thing is that I started receiving replies from her. And that is it the wish finally came true and finally started talking to her and that was enough for the life and can live with those memories for the lifetime……..
Slowly there was some other woman who started liking me, she got to know me but I was not in a position to accept her as she (some one I love) was always der and would be for lifetime….
When slowly things got better and I started knowing her more better I realised she is the most wonderful person by heart and want to ask her if she would be my partner for life guide and support me as she does……..
When I look back at those inferences I realised that I am the most unluckiest person in this world to not have got her but she live the life with the right person who truly deserves for her love and is happy in every moment of her life…….
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