A Movie lover

 Don't get me wrong by seeing the title...I am not a movie reviewer or someone who is looking for making a career in Movies....It's just that I wanted to share my views about how a 1 or 2.30 hours of movie play an important role in your life....The feeling is just nostalgic... From a person who used to watch a movie atleast once in a year to a person who's willing to spend his time watching a movie I have come a long way...This sounds crazy if i tell I used to watch atleast 2 movies in my 9 hours of office time in my previous organization during WFH😄😬.... All thanks to my buddy who suggested me to watch movies thereby creating more anxiety in me to watch those by explaining the summary of the movie😜..Then there is movie for any situation in your life according to your mood or situation....The genre, language, cast doesn't matter as long as you enjoy the whole time watching themm.. Some have really bought a lot of changes in me personally and I figured out that there are many people who also have experienced the same like the way I feel today...People would always tell to watch this...that etccc etc ...... I never thought someone's words would have such great influence in me that I had bought my self a Netflix account just to watch a movie which I've never done before....Such was that impact on mee which made me ask them to suggest movies😉.....One last thing I can tell whole heartedly is that a right movie at a right time changes everythinggg....

                      Thank you all the directors for bringing your thoughts into movies and inspiring us....

                                From one of your many movie lovers❤️

      

Frienship n Memories😃

 Well its been long time writing something and today this would be something…reliving those beautiful memories….

Dont you laugh if this is from someone who doesnt know what actually friendship is how that relation would actually be…. 25 years and if i look back it is always me alone in my whole world…… May be its because of my regulations at home that they never liked me to have friends or never allowed me so..

But there s always a time who you would require in your life to share your feelings thoughhh.. Then you actually find those who would readily accept your friendship and you become so close that you feel like sharing everything with themmm….

I always had a very negative opinion abt relationships in corporate be it because of people or the dirty politics that you find everywhere in that world….Untill i found someone whom i used to call sis (in corporate) may be because i respect her so much that i call her my sis so much that i have learned from her how the corporate life, people would be, do’s, dont’s and she was like a mentor to me and i ve enjoyed every moment of her company😍 may be shz the reason for everything im today with respect to corporate… 

And there you go how can i forget the three muskeeters gang that we are which even the dirty manager of ours is afraid to even raise a question.. hahahaha funny and today even when we have parted our ways to find success in our carrers we still are so close and share all the good and bad that we are going through or gone through.. and others just wanted to join us and be part…

Never imagined that i would quarrel within the organization and end up referring her fo be part of the same organization which im part offf🙆🙆 and feel comfortable within yourself thinking thers someone closer to you whom you can share everything tooo as you are never comfortable to share anything in your organization…..😤

Life is so unpredictable …. You end up being friends with someone whom u never liked but never want to get into any relationship with people close by😬😬….

The ????

The ??? has been following me since my childhood from the moment which school you had to study to what profession you want to choose with respect to your career growth…. and there might not be an end to this..

Never have i had the courage to say No to any of my parents decisions never had they asked me what is that u wish to do in your life…..

26 and still does not know what is best that you can achieve and count on it for years is still to be realized, makes me feel pity about what im today.

Do you really think achieving your oarent’s dream is your ultimate goal and which encourages you in the years passing by

i heard life throws u different challenges and tests and your patience and see how strong you can withstand those challenges would be your greatest achievement…. True, but not in everything.. U cannot test the person in every aspect of his life and test him and simply laugh at his failures…

Is it something really what u ve wished for ??? when this arises in mind u start fighting internally within yourself to find out what suits your best and what makes one happy as a person… When u start doing something not because you wanna do it but for sake of the responsibilities you have that even hurts the most…….

People really made it big …Everyone whom i ve been knowing since childhood have made it big and are achievers and here im still finding out the ultimate thing what i really wanna do in life.. 

 As one of my favourite person quotes”Find your own answers” well i have been doing that but ive always come last in finding it sooo….. Signing offf..

                           Pavan.

The very Moments for lifetime..

 I was returning back from my trip to Hyderabad and received a call from my colleagues saying people are being moved to DLF as there was no requirement of more people in the process….

I was afraid that I could not see her again 😭 if it was my turn the next time………I would be ridiculous if I say that I wanted to stay in the company and the very building so that I can atleast see her from a distance and 5 minutes felt like many hours….Never a moment I thought about whats next for me in my career and it was her for which I wanted to stay not the company but the building….

Leaving the company was always the first choice but I could nt do soo….. Prayed god to let me stay in the very building no matter what the project I was tagged tooooo…..

May be god was by my side and listened to my prayers and let me stay in the very building…

As the days passed I so show wanted to talk to her but the fear in me never allowed me to do soo...I was afraid how she would react talking to an unknown person after all..The one thing that I always remembered was she describing me by her words "I don't know you".....

But finally an attempt was made but that too went against mee…. Can't complain as people these days are so fast that they just go to her(someone they wished to talk) but I never had the guts to do so……

Feeling was that in my lifetime I wld never be able to talk to her and that feeling really hurts and I regret the fact that being in 21st century I could still not able to make an attempt to talk to her…..

After months I was finally able to text her and the biggest thing is that I started receiving replies from her. And that is it the wish finally came true and finally started talking to her and that was enough for the life and can live with those memories for the lifetime……..

Slowly there was some other woman who started liking me, she got to know me but I was not in a position to accept her as she (some one I love) was always der and would be for lifetime….

When slowly things got better and I started knowing her more better I realised she is the most wonderful person by heart and want to ask her if she would be my partner for life guide and support me as she does……..

When I look back at those inferences I realised that I am the most unluckiest person in this world to not have got her but she live the life with the right person who truly deserves for her love and is happy in every moment of her life…….

The relationships

 Let me start asking myself and to the reader reading this "Does true relationship really exists?" Or its kind of an act between people to be benefitted from each other….

I am writing this taking inferences from different things which I've come across… and not to criticize any one….

Is there a true relationship between a brother and sister or a brother to brother...I say No… all the that really exists is money...Sorry to say but this is true people only respect you if ure good enough in terms of wealth, respect you, talk to you etc…..

Is there a true relationship between a child and parents….Do you really think ???..Seeing all the recent changes in the society…

Is there love between two people who say or update their status as in relationship?? If yes, why do they actually breakup and marry the other person as if there's nothing between the two...What do you mean love ???

Is the relationship between two friends is really the same everytime..??  Or do you think it's just a matter of time….

Last and greatest of all there is never or shouldn't be a good relationship between an employer and employee...but I say there are certain advantages but also there are certain disadvantages when it comes to these relationships.

A sister never respects her brother if she doesn't except anything in return from him?? A brother always thinks to downgrade his brother in front of his children… 

Sorry, but the brother and sister scenario is the real truth that happend to my father in recent times...After all what my dad this to the entire family all these years and still had to listen to such words from his brother or sister...That moment made me realise that the world we live in is a film...People just act all the time but remember there's a time… and everybody has to come out of those characters and show their true colors to people… Never imagined if I were in that position what wld I've done….but hope so such things would never happen and people doo respect their relationships..

What if ..??

 

Well, it's been long time writing something and ideally this one is from my thoughts..

 It always raised a question in my mind What iff ?🤔

What if you can travel back to time as shown in Hollywood movies and relieve those beautiful moments..??

What if you can tell your dad that this is the profession that I would choose to build my career upon..?

What if you can go back to time and say sorry to persons who are hurt because of you ??

What if you accept the girl who is crazy about you at that time and how your life could ve been now ??

What if you have no plans in life and enjoying the moments as they come your way ??

What if the things which your not supposed to be done and actually are done because of which you are worried even these days ??🙄😔

What if you could ve completed the full GTA game ??

What if you never involved anyone to be more important than you in your life ??

What if you could've understood that money is the only mean and relatives visit you only when your wealthy enough??

What if you could ve friends and enjoyed moments with them rather being alone with you for the past 25 years ??

What if you have not met people who are supportive and encouraging in personal and professional life ?

What if you are never heard of your mother saying god provides difficulties to people who does good ??

What if people are more concerned about other's lives rather than theirs ?

What if there is no Caste reservation system ?

What if there is no politics or politicians ? In general and in your corporate life (Note: very important)

What if the rightful people gets the rightful jobs ??

What if the word "Hardwork always pays off" always be true not only for few but those who really work hard ??

Finally, but not the least….

What if I can hit my manager (name not be mentioned) ??

What if ? What if ? What if ???

What if I never had this question what if ??😂😂

HER

 Never thought this would be such painful.I always thought  this would never happen to me but it does...after I fell for someone who eventually made me go crazyy for her…

Never have I had a chance to talk to her, meet her and express my feelings but tried to make courage and tell her even though I know that she would never accept me..All the days I try myself not to look to her social media or get to know things about her but, cannot stop myself from doing Sooooooo…. I'm her good friend although she states that I always had feelings for her from day one…

I keep asking myself what is that which makes you go crazy about her and eventually I end up smiling myself because I have no reasonzz and she had been that special person to me….The best part of her is even when she know I like her she's has never stopped talking to me even when she never liked me……… N i was to a conclusion that it's the end of her in my life but to be true it's never to be...Every time I wish to forget her I end up thinking a lot more about her..

In this fast moving world expressing her your feelings in not a big thing but I never had the courage to do so because the heart always reminded me "Arey Chod-dho yaar yea kabhi nahi ho paayegaaa".................

And today while I write this I'm still thinking of her not that she would accept me but I never had a chance to talk to her…….

And you think why do I write instead making an attempt to talk to her I know something's in life never tend to happen and the best way to express or come out of sorrows is by writing your views in the form of words---- These lines in her words….