Frienship n Memories😃

 Well its been long time writing something and today this would be something…reliving those beautiful memories….

Dont you laugh if this is from someone who doesnt know what actually friendship is how that relation would actually be…. 25 years and if i look back it is always me alone in my whole world…… May be its because of my regulations at home that they never liked me to have friends or never allowed me so..

But there s always a time who you would require in your life to share your feelings thoughhh.. Then you actually find those who would readily accept your friendship and you become so close that you feel like sharing everything with themmm….

I always had a very negative opinion abt relationships in corporate be it because of people or the dirty politics that you find everywhere in that world….Untill i found someone whom i used to call sis (in corporate) may be because i respect her so much that i call her my sis so much that i have learned from her how the corporate life, people would be, do’s, dont’s and she was like a mentor to me and i ve enjoyed every moment of her company😍 may be shz the reason for everything im today with respect to corporate… 

And there you go how can i forget the three muskeeters gang that we are which even the dirty manager of ours is afraid to even raise a question.. hahahaha funny and today even when we have parted our ways to find success in our carrers we still are so close and share all the good and bad that we are going through or gone through.. and others just wanted to join us and be part…

Never imagined that i would quarrel within the organization and end up referring her fo be part of the same organization which im part offf🙆🙆 and feel comfortable within yourself thinking thers someone closer to you whom you can share everything tooo as you are never comfortable to share anything in your organization…..😤

Life is so unpredictable …. You end up being friends with someone whom u never liked but never want to get into any relationship with people close by😬😬….

The ????

The ??? has been following me since my childhood from the moment which school you had to study to what profession you want to choose with respect to your career growth…. and there might not be an end to this..

Never have i had the courage to say No to any of my parents decisions never had they asked me what is that u wish to do in your life…..

26 and still does not know what is best that you can achieve and count on it for years is still to be realized, makes me feel pity about what im today.

Do you really think achieving your oarent’s dream is your ultimate goal and which encourages you in the years passing by

i heard life throws u different challenges and tests and your patience and see how strong you can withstand those challenges would be your greatest achievement…. True, but not in everything.. U cannot test the person in every aspect of his life and test him and simply laugh at his failures…

Is it something really what u ve wished for ??? when this arises in mind u start fighting internally within yourself to find out what suits your best and what makes one happy as a person… When u start doing something not because you wanna do it but for sake of the responsibilities you have that even hurts the most…….

People really made it big …Everyone whom i ve been knowing since childhood have made it big and are achievers and here im still finding out the ultimate thing what i really wanna do in life.. 

 As one of my favourite person quotes”Find your own answers” well i have been doing that but ive always come last in finding it sooo….. Signing offf..

                           Pavan.

The very Moments for lifetime..

 I was returning back from my trip to Hyderabad and received a call from my colleagues saying people are being moved to DLF as there was no requirement of more people in the process….

I was afraid that I could not see her again 😭 if it was my turn the next time………I would be ridiculous if I say that I wanted to stay in the company and the very building so that I can atleast see her from a distance and 5 minutes felt like many hours….Never a moment I thought about whats next for me in my career and it was her for which I wanted to stay not the company but the building….

Leaving the company was always the first choice but I could nt do soo….. Prayed god to let me stay in the very building no matter what the project I was tagged tooooo…..

May be god was by my side and listened to my prayers and let me stay in the very building…

As the days passed I so show wanted to talk to her but the fear in me never allowed me to do soo...I was afraid how she would react talking to an unknown person after all..The one thing that I always remembered was she describing me by her words "I don't know you".....

But finally an attempt was made but that too went against mee…. Can't complain as people these days are so fast that they just go to her(someone they wished to talk) but I never had the guts to do so……

Feeling was that in my lifetime I wld never be able to talk to her and that feeling really hurts and I regret the fact that being in 21st century I could still not able to make an attempt to talk to her…..

After months I was finally able to text her and the biggest thing is that I started receiving replies from her. And that is it the wish finally came true and finally started talking to her and that was enough for the life and can live with those memories for the lifetime……..

Slowly there was some other woman who started liking me, she got to know me but I was not in a position to accept her as she (some one I love) was always der and would be for lifetime….

When slowly things got better and I started knowing her more better I realised she is the most wonderful person by heart and want to ask her if she would be my partner for life guide and support me as she does……..

When I look back at those inferences I realised that I am the most unluckiest person in this world to not have got her but she live the life with the right person who truly deserves for her love and is happy in every moment of her life…….

The relationships

 Let me start asking myself and to the reader reading this "Does true relationship really exists?" Or its kind of an act between people to be benefitted from each other….

I am writing this taking inferences from different things which I've come across… and not to criticize any one….

Is there a true relationship between a brother and sister or a brother to brother...I say No… all the that really exists is money...Sorry to say but this is true people only respect you if ure good enough in terms of wealth, respect you, talk to you etc…..

Is there a true relationship between a child and parents….Do you really think ???..Seeing all the recent changes in the society…

Is there love between two people who say or update their status as in relationship?? If yes, why do they actually breakup and marry the other person as if there's nothing between the two...What do you mean love ???

Is the relationship between two friends is really the same everytime..??  Or do you think it's just a matter of time….

Last and greatest of all there is never or shouldn't be a good relationship between an employer and employee...but I say there are certain advantages but also there are certain disadvantages when it comes to these relationships.

A sister never respects her brother if she doesn't except anything in return from him?? A brother always thinks to downgrade his brother in front of his children… 

Sorry, but the brother and sister scenario is the real truth that happend to my father in recent times...After all what my dad this to the entire family all these years and still had to listen to such words from his brother or sister...That moment made me realise that the world we live in is a film...People just act all the time but remember there's a time… and everybody has to come out of those characters and show their true colors to people… Never imagined if I were in that position what wld I've done….but hope so such things would never happen and people doo respect their relationships..