The very Moments for lifetime..

 I was returning back from my trip to Hyderabad and received a call from my colleagues saying people are being moved to DLF as there was no requirement of more people in the process….

I was afraid that I could not see her again 😭 if it was my turn the next time………I would be ridiculous if I say that I wanted to stay in the company and the very building so that I can atleast see her from a distance and 5 minutes felt like many hours….Never a moment I thought about whats next for me in my career and it was her for which I wanted to stay not the company but the building….

Leaving the company was always the first choice but I could nt do soo….. Prayed god to let me stay in the very building no matter what the project I was tagged tooooo…..

May be god was by my side and listened to my prayers and let me stay in the very building…

As the days passed I so show wanted to talk to her but the fear in me never allowed me to do soo...I was afraid how she would react talking to an unknown person after all..The one thing that I always remembered was she describing me by her words "I don't know you".....

But finally an attempt was made but that too went against mee…. Can't complain as people these days are so fast that they just go to her(someone they wished to talk) but I never had the guts to do so……

Feeling was that in my lifetime I wld never be able to talk to her and that feeling really hurts and I regret the fact that being in 21st century I could still not able to make an attempt to talk to her…..

After months I was finally able to text her and the biggest thing is that I started receiving replies from her. And that is it the wish finally came true and finally started talking to her and that was enough for the life and can live with those memories for the lifetime……..

Slowly there was some other woman who started liking me, she got to know me but I was not in a position to accept her as she (some one I love) was always der and would be for lifetime….

When slowly things got better and I started knowing her more better I realised she is the most wonderful person by heart and want to ask her if she would be my partner for life guide and support me as she does……..

When I look back at those inferences I realised that I am the most unluckiest person in this world to not have got her but she live the life with the right person who truly deserves for her love and is happy in every moment of her life…….

The relationships

 Let me start asking myself and to the reader reading this "Does true relationship really exists?" Or its kind of an act between people to be benefitted from each other….

I am writing this taking inferences from different things which I've come across… and not to criticize any one….

Is there a true relationship between a brother and sister or a brother to brother...I say No… all the that really exists is money...Sorry to say but this is true people only respect you if ure good enough in terms of wealth, respect you, talk to you etc…..

Is there a true relationship between a child and parents….Do you really think ???..Seeing all the recent changes in the society…

Is there love between two people who say or update their status as in relationship?? If yes, why do they actually breakup and marry the other person as if there's nothing between the two...What do you mean love ???

Is the relationship between two friends is really the same everytime..??  Or do you think it's just a matter of time….

Last and greatest of all there is never or shouldn't be a good relationship between an employer and employee...but I say there are certain advantages but also there are certain disadvantages when it comes to these relationships.

A sister never respects her brother if she doesn't except anything in return from him?? A brother always thinks to downgrade his brother in front of his children… 

Sorry, but the brother and sister scenario is the real truth that happend to my father in recent times...After all what my dad this to the entire family all these years and still had to listen to such words from his brother or sister...That moment made me realise that the world we live in is a film...People just act all the time but remember there's a time… and everybody has to come out of those characters and show their true colors to people… Never imagined if I were in that position what wld I've done….but hope so such things would never happen and people doo respect their relationships..

What if ..??

 

Well, it's been long time writing something and ideally this one is from my thoughts..

 It always raised a question in my mind What iff ?🤔

What if you can travel back to time as shown in Hollywood movies and relieve those beautiful moments..??

What if you can tell your dad that this is the profession that I would choose to build my career upon..?

What if you can go back to time and say sorry to persons who are hurt because of you ??

What if you accept the girl who is crazy about you at that time and how your life could ve been now ??

What if you have no plans in life and enjoying the moments as they come your way ??

What if the things which your not supposed to be done and actually are done because of which you are worried even these days ??🙄😔

What if you could ve completed the full GTA game ??

What if you never involved anyone to be more important than you in your life ??

What if you could've understood that money is the only mean and relatives visit you only when your wealthy enough??

What if you could ve friends and enjoyed moments with them rather being alone with you for the past 25 years ??

What if you have not met people who are supportive and encouraging in personal and professional life ?

What if you are never heard of your mother saying god provides difficulties to people who does good ??

What if people are more concerned about other's lives rather than theirs ?

What if there is no Caste reservation system ?

What if there is no politics or politicians ? In general and in your corporate life (Note: very important)

What if the rightful people gets the rightful jobs ??

What if the word "Hardwork always pays off" always be true not only for few but those who really work hard ??

Finally, but not the least….

What if I can hit my manager (name not be mentioned) ??

What if ? What if ? What if ???

What if I never had this question what if ??😂😂

HER

 Never thought this would be such painful.I always thought  this would never happen to me but it does...after I fell for someone who eventually made me go crazyy for her…

Never have I had a chance to talk to her, meet her and express my feelings but tried to make courage and tell her even though I know that she would never accept me..All the days I try myself not to look to her social media or get to know things about her but, cannot stop myself from doing Sooooooo…. I'm her good friend although she states that I always had feelings for her from day one…

I keep asking myself what is that which makes you go crazy about her and eventually I end up smiling myself because I have no reasonzz and she had been that special person to me….The best part of her is even when she know I like her she's has never stopped talking to me even when she never liked me……… N i was to a conclusion that it's the end of her in my life but to be true it's never to be...Every time I wish to forget her I end up thinking a lot more about her..

In this fast moving world expressing her your feelings in not a big thing but I never had the courage to do so because the heart always reminded me "Arey Chod-dho yaar yea kabhi nahi ho paayegaaa".................

And today while I write this I'm still thinking of her not that she would accept me but I never had a chance to talk to her…….

And you think why do I write instead making an attempt to talk to her I know something's in life never tend to happen and the best way to express or come out of sorrows is by writing your views in the form of words---- These lines in her words….

What_People really matters...🙆

 

All this while I was thinking does people really matter in your life and does they have any importance in your life. I found that it's actually the people that matters the most…

There are many kinds of people that you come across in your life.Some are really closer to your heart, people who are supportive,encouraging,inspirational,motivational and some who are never fond of you some who always ditches you being behind everytime..

People who are supportive to you in every matter are not easy to find and once found you never want to miss them at any circumstance but there's a time when u need to let them goo..

One gets to learn a lot from others...The most important thing I've learnt is that people are always trying to throw you down but remember those are the positives u can get because ure always trying urself to be better than him and which indeed motivates you to become the very besttt…

There's always one thing my dad always say me "Never compare yourself with people who are better or bigger than u and compare yourself with people who are lower than you"...Might be my father is right because we will be stronger when compared with people who are below than you, but what I think is that when u compare ureself with the best you're always trying to reach them which is not possible by the way butty u're always trying to reach them which is most important…...That makes u even better..

It's always better that u're surrounded by bad people when you are to learn something from them which u doesn't want to do in life… and the ways of doing good are always found…

                      

*The Secret admirer..*

This has been longtime coming and indeed a special one…..

The backdrop of the story happend in one of the corporate offices in Hyderabad.

Well this is a story about a guy who was like crazy about someone whom he saw the very first time.

He doesn't know whether it was like love at first sight or he likes her or he's had crush on her but the moment he saw her he's become a greatest admirer of her.

It was like potrait mode that happens to him and there's no one expect her that he could see..

Haha!! he's got so many of his colleagues whom he could explain everything about what's going on within him and his feelings for her and everybody were supportive to him.some would help him in finding her name too😜.. the craziest thing was he used to go to dinner at the exact time she comes to dinner not that he wld check social apps but the time daily when he used to see her coming to dinner with her colleagues..The only thing that haunted him was how to approach her and start conversation wid her which he knew that would never happen as he never had the courage to do so…

And one day suddenly after finishing his dinner when he n his friend were on a walk he suddenly saw her with her friend and at that moment his heartbeat wasso much faster and he just stopped looking at her...that was the most funniest incident even today when he remembers that one magical moment to demonstrate for him in his life…

And slowly however by god's grace she started talking to him..(Note:Never had been a direct conversation untill now )it's just through social platform that they had their conversations….One thing that guy ever felt was the women like her whom he admired or loved would ever talk to him and even if he approached her to say Hi!! how her reaction would be..and that thing in his mind always stopped him from having one little conversation with her..

And talking about the women shez one beautiful women and has a very unique standards that she sets for herself with always having her head high and the way she presents herself in front of others makes u feel just staring at her the whole day...if not the whole life..This guy used to say me that he just wanted to hear the word Hi..!!from her and that was all he needed from her...It would be stupid if I say that he wanted to stay in that organization na The 🏢 only because he could see her atleast once in a day….Such was his feeling for her…

Well the question is does anyone express their feelings to someone eventhough they know what the reply would be from the other side...But i have an utmost respect towards this guy to express his feelings to her eventhough when he knows she would never accept him…..

Well the final verdict is not every guy is the same..Not everybody just loves someone for sex or appearance..there are even some guys who even fear to approach a girl whom they like or love so much...I don't want to criticize any one but just wanted to tell women that NOT EVERY GUY is the SAME….

Well it might be that people who read this wants the story to end the better way but u never know what "DESTINY HAS IN STORES FOR THE GUY"..

Thank you,

Pavan D.V.N

"BEING ALONE REJOICES"

Let me start like this ..

How many of u like being alone..???

Not  many wants to be….but the reality is there's a moment in one's life where everybody feels that it is rather important to be alone than being engaged yourself in the most complicated relationships in life…….

Being in other's company always compromises you and end up doing things what others have wished for and not what you ve really wished for….

Being alone here does not mean sitting in the dark empty room crying,not speaking to others or thinking about all that has happend in your life till now..

It means to be *Being with oneself* and enjoying their own company..

"It's rather important to enjoy your own company than enjoyin the company of others"

It is..!!when you start realising that you are most important to you and start seeing life in a beautiful way and start enjoyin it  in your very way…

When you start to enjoy being alone, you’ll gain a greater perspective for your own emotions. You’ll create a deeper understanding of what makes you happy, what upsets you, and what saddens you..

I believe "Time spent alone" is the most valuable time in one's life which helps you in being more productive and focus on doing things which makes your soul happy…