Never thought this would be such painful.I always thought this would never happen to me but it does...after I fell for someone who eventually made me go crazyy for her…
Never have I had a chance to talk to her, meet her and express my feelings but tried to make courage and tell her even though I know that she would never accept me..All the days I try myself not to look to her social media or get to know things about her but, cannot stop myself from doing Sooooooo…. I'm her good friend although she states that I always had feelings for her from day one…
I keep asking myself what is that which makes you go crazy about her and eventually I end up smiling myself because I have no reasonzz and she had been that special person to me….The best part of her is even when she know I like her she's has never stopped talking to me even when she never liked me……… N i was to a conclusion that it's the end of her in my life but to be true it's never to be...Every time I wish to forget her I end up thinking a lot more about her..
In this fast moving world expressing her your feelings in not a big thing but I never had the courage to do so because the heart always reminded me "Arey Chod-dho yaar yea kabhi nahi ho paayegaaa".................
And today while I write this I'm still thinking of her not that she would accept me but I never had a chance to talk to her…….
And you think why do I write instead making an attempt to talk to her I know something's in life never tend to happen and the best way to express or come out of sorrows is by writing your views in the form of words---- These lines in her words….
